Addiction. I feel extremely alone in this world, almost like I’m not human. Maybe I’m a bit narcissistic, because I do believe I’m better or more attractive than most, but honestly I would tell myself anything to not be insecure. I’ve been addicted to sex, porn, for so long now. I can’t remember the last time I went a few days without. 8 months ago, my mother got tiktok. She started making videos and that was it, she immediately got addicted to her phone and it destroyed her 18 year marriage. She left my stepdad 4 months ago and is now disappearing on a whim to go meet men she found on tiktok, I’m amazed she hasn’t been murdered. She’s always irritated when she’s at.